A Year In Review: Celebrating 2 Years of ‘Faith It ’til You Make It’

Today marks exactly two years since I posted my very first article to this blog site, two years of pursuing just what I love to do: write. Every year in my first blog post of the year I recap all that has happened in my life in the past twelve months and I share all that I wish to manifest for myself.

part of the caption I wrote a year ago today.

It’s safe to say 2021 did not go easy on us. This year has been a rollercoaster of challenges, yet so full of opportunity.

I did it!

Shortly after kicking off the new year, I received my freelance writing diploma. When I decided all those years ago to forgo traditional college and pursue my passion, I knew I was taking the unconventional route. But, I knew in my heart I was making the right decision for me. Just fifteen months after starting the online program, I completed it. It felt amazing to have some physical form of validation that my dream of being a writer could be a reality. Little did I know, a big storm was coming…literally.

The view from my apartment of the snow-covered ground on the morning of February 15th, 2021. See article: https://faith-it-til-you-make-it.com/2021/02/28/snow-storm-in-the-south/

In February, my state of Texas was in for a big shock when we were hit by a snow storm. My city almost never sees snow so to experience a snowfall of this magnitude was, in part, exciting. What we did not expect was for homes state-wide to lose power for multiple days during the dead of winter, my own home included. We were lucky that we were supplied with all necessities to get through the cold, but for other families many tragedies and financial issues resulted from the prolonged power outage.

May was personally one of the greatest month’s of this year. I turned twenty years old on the third of May, and even got a birthday wish from an actress who starred in Selena: The Netflix Series. Also during this month, I posted to my blog the first real interview that I had conducted. A month earlier I had virtually met and conversed with two amazing women with disabilities and got to learn and write about their lives for my blog. This was the greatest opportunity I have gotten in my writing career so far and it garnered me the most exposure to eager readers I’ve ever had this year.

Just two months later, I was given another great writing opportunity in which I shared Tammy Le’s story to my blog. When I watched the viral video that showed her heartbreaking reaction to her damaged wheelchair that had been mishandled by airline workers, I felt her pain. I wanted to get her story out so, in a spur of the moment decision, I took a chance and personally reached out to her. She allowed me to conduct my second true interview. That article also reached a wide audience and I will always be grateful to Tammy for allowing me to write for her.

2021 was the year that myself and many of my loved ones contracted Covid. It was in no way easy, but we are so lucky to have overcome the virus. In lighter news, the baby cousin I introduced on my blog last year turned one!

My adorable baby cousin Emily turned one in September!

Also, we learned that she will be a big sister to a little brother coming this Spring!

In late October, we found out the gender with cupcakes! It’s a boy!
Another cousin is being added to the crew!

This year came with many surprises, both good and bad, but that’s all part of growth. Still, there’s always things in life that remain constant no matter what and for me, that is my friendships. In the spirit of keeping my favorite tradition alive, I spent the eighth New Year’s in a row with my best friend!

Eighth new year’s spent together & counting! Here’s to 2022!

Many of the goals I vowed to manifest for myself and for this blog a year ago have already come true. I never expected to get the opportunities that I have so early in my writing career, but it showed me the true power in manifesting what you want for your life. On the other hand, I learned the importance of patience. You can speak your wishes into existence, but just because they don’t all happen immediately doesn’t mean they never will. Whenever I felt discouraged or self-doubt in my capabilities, I had to remember that big opportunities will come to me when they are meant to.

I find that ever since changing my upload schedule to be on a monthly basis, I am more proud of the work that I am putting out. Just as I had hoped, this year I was able to write about a variety of topics from fashion to sports, free-writes that just might be my favorite, and of course disability. In 2022 I hope to challenge myself to work beyond my niche and receive more opportunities in other areas that interest me. A goal of mine still is to reach a larger following someday and while I got a taste of that this year, I will keep speaking it into existence until I have a consistent following on this blog. Also, a dream of mine that I hope will come to fruition in the near future is to write for and see my name recognized under articles for various magazine companies. I feel that the only way I can eventually reach a wider audience is to get my name out there. In honor of the new year and another year writing for this blog site, I’d like to present to you my new custom-made logo!

Thank you to my cousin Brandon for gifting me my custom logo!

If you have been following me on this journey of creative bliss thus far, thank you for sticking with me and I hope you only continue to enjoy my writing. Nothing makes me happier than knowing my writing engages readers. Moving forward, the possibilities of what I could write about on this blog are endless and I am eager for another year on ‘Faith It ’til You Make It’.

I can’t feel my legs

‘I can’t feel my legs’: an exclamation often used in pivotal moments of a story to depict intense devastation and anguish for a sudden loss of a sensation. This is typically the point in the story in which the character can’t fathom how to carry on under such horrible circumstances. If such is the case, my story begins at the climax. Except it wasn’t something I had to get used to nor was it something taken from me, it was something I never had to begin with. I can’t feel my legs and I never will. 

I will never feel what it’s like to be in my shoes. I will never feel what lies beneath my feet. From warm and cozy fuzzy socks to the sizzling pavement on a summer’s afternoon, I only have my imagination to draw upon. Still, what I never had is not what I long for. 

I can feel the endorphins rushing through my veins when genuine laughter expels from my lips. I can feel the serotonin easing my mind when I place earbuds into my ears and drown out the world with contagious melodies. I feel familiarity in every surface my fingertips graze. I feel hypnotized by the beauty of all colors and shapes that mingle to create art.

With every inhale of fresh air, as I take in the glorious scents of the natural world, I feel serenity wash over my body. With every taste sweet or bitter, I feel my tastebuds dance. With every word my pen translates for my intricate mind, I feel passion grow within my soul like blossoming flowers in the springtime.  

I invite constellations of goosebumps to invade my skin. I crave the feeling of sunshine enveloping me in comforting warmth. I am exhilarated by the piercing pain in my heart left by the power of storytelling when fictional love falls apart. Through hills of joy and creative bliss as well as spirals of pain, anger, and sadness, I’m on a rollercoaster of emotions and I never want to get off. 

I was never stripped of any sensation. I am not incomplete nor is my story one of heroic overcoming. So if by the title you thought this was supposed to be a tragic anecdote, you’ve got it all wrong. I do not wish to change what cannot be changed. I only wish to fulfill my heart until it’s experienced every possible feeling it’s ever desired. I long to feel the fluttering of butterflies that awaken with love and the ache of heartbreak. I strive for the feeling of success and brace myself for failure.

I can’t feel my legs, but I am not numb. So no, I can’t run, jump, skip, or twirl, but I am feeling everything and living all at once and in that I am truly content.