Marked With an “S” 

From the day that I was born I’ve been marked with an “S”,
it’s stuck to me like a stamp that has permanently stained my skin. 

Spina bifidascoliosis—the scary diagnoses meant to define me,
but that’s only where my story begins. 

Became a statistic before I could even breathe on my own, 
with a slim chance of survival, yet look how much I’ve since grown. 

Learned to ignore curious stares since I was a child, 
to understand that they were just kids too, and just respond with a smile. 

Sit up with a straight spine, stand tall in my sneakers—some of the things I’ve never done.
Is that, to you, what makes me such a “special” one? 

I’m no superhuman, I don’t see what you do. 
I may wear some stitches and scars, still I don’t need anything from you. 

Despite several surgeries and sicknesses I’ve made it out,
because that’s not what my life is all about. 

Though it may seem, I do not suffer from what I have,
so save your sympathy for someone else, and let me speak on my own behalf.

I’ve got no sensation in my legs, 
but I’m not half of a human, so don’t treat me that way.

Surmounted every stereotype and stunned the world, 
but I am that I am—I’m just a girl.

So call me strong for everything I’ve been through, 
but in your next sentence, make sure to say that I’m a sweet friend, a sports fan, a big sister, and a storyteller too.

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Though I was born with a disability, I’ve never let it affect my entire life or mentality. I’m fortunate to have the best family and friends that treat me as they would any other, therefore I used to think it was silly to take a day to “celebrate” me, because there’s so much more to me than my disability. I always thought, “Why should I be celebrated for simply being me?” I’ve only recently realized that it’s okay to take pride in the things that make us unique from the rest, mine just happens to be my disability. Furthermore, by having a designated day or month for such, I can embrace those within my community and find comfort and familiarity within our shared life experiences. So, Happy World Spina Bifida Day to myself, and to all born just like me!

Birthday at the Ballpark

A week ago today I celebrated my 22nd birthday in the best way possible: at the ballpark!

The Houston Astros 2017 and 2022 World Series banners above the home run train in left field of Minute Maid Park.

When I saw that the reigning Word Series Champions were going to be playing at home on my birthday, I knew I had to grab tickets to go. Once I secured my tickets months in advance, I then wanted to find the perfect game day outfit.

This bling Houston Astros logo v-neck was perfect for a casual and stylish look to don at the ballpark.

Upon entry to the game, everyone in attendance received a Jose Altuve 2022 World Series replica ring.

Before finding our seats, we visited the team store. There I was able to get a Jeremy Peña World Series white and gold jersey (thanks Mom!). I chose second-year shortstop Jeremy Peña’s #3 jersey to represent the day of my birthday on the 3rd of May.

Our seats gave us a perfect view of the field, in line with third base and home plate.

Even though we lost, we still had a great time at the ballpark. We were even witness to an Alex Bregman two-run home run, his first in Minute Maid Park this season.

All in all the stars had aligned for me to have a 22nd to remember!